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Understanding Insanity: The First Drink and the Mental Obsession

The insanity of the first drink: Understanding the mental obsession in 12-Step recovery.

At Unity For Recovery, we define "insanity" exactly as the Big Book describes it: The irrational, alco-logical thinking that leads to taking the very first drink despite knowing the consequences. It is the mental obsession that whispers, "This time will be different," even when our history proves otherwise.

"Lack of power, that was our dilemma. We had to find a power by which we could live... Well, that's exactly what this book is about."

— Alcoholics Anonymous, p. 45

The Three Pillars of Recovery Insanity

Through our shared Experience, Strength, and Hope, we identify the insanity of the first drink through these three stages:

1. The Mental Obsession: The strange mental blank-spot that occurs right before we drink. Our mind completely blocks out the memory of the previous hangover or disaster.
2. The Loss of Choice: We lose the power of choice over alcohol. Once the mental obsession takes hold, our willpower becomes non-existent.
3. The Spiritual Malady: The internal restless, irritable, and discontented feeling that makes the "insanity" of a drink seem like the only relief.

By moving into Step 2, we begin to believe that a Power greater than ourselves can restore us to sanity. We stop trying to "think" our way out of a drink and start following the 12-Step roadmap to freedom.

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If the "insanity" is telling you to take that first drink, please stop and reach out to the 'We' of recovery instead:

Tradition Notice: This is 100% original content provided by Unity For Recovery. Short excerpts from the Big Book are used for study purposes per A.A.W.S. guidelines. We are an independent hub and not affiliated with A.A.W.S.

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